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Chapter 1: The Dream
Hi, my name is Ava Boyd. When I was a child I dreamed of going to outer space. In school we would learn about how space worked and how there would be no gravity. I always wanted to fly like a bird, that’s probably why I was so interested in “zero gravity”. I guess everyone dreams of flying because they want to go beyond the limits, but If I could go to space and fly, my dream would come true. I think my name also means bird, but that’s besides the point. Everyone in school would always bully me because I was so determined to be an astronaut. They thought I wasn’t smart enough or brave enough. Even my parents said that is was too big of a dream for just an average little girl like me. Sure, sometimes school was a struggle, but those comments made me strive to prove them wrong.
I went to Concord High School in New Hampshire in 1983. I was doing pretty good and involved in many things. My dream wasn’t as big of a goal but I still wanted to achieve it. There was this thing going around about how teachers could sign up for the “teacher in space program.” The teachers could also pick a student to go with them. I guess it was because NASA wanted to get children to like space. Maybe NASA thought they could convince kids that exploring space was cool by sending a teacher to space. One of our teachers applied for the program, my social studies teacher, Christa McAuliffe. She would be the first educator astronaut.
Finally we heard the news, my teacher was chosen to go to space! If I were the student chosen to go with her, then surely I would know going to space was my destiny. We all put our names in a bucket for them to pick from. She picked a boy named Jared Keith, but since he was sick that day they picked another student. Guess who it was… Me! I knew what I was getting myself into with all the preparation to go to space. I’m probably going to miss the rest of my junior year but I didn’t care. I got to go to NASA! I went through physical examinations and tests to make sure I was fit to go into space. There was so much work and preparation but it is going to be worth it.
Chapter 2: Space
We had been training for five months, and now it was time to say goodbye. Finally, I was going to space; my dream was coming true. It was my destiny! 5 4 3 2 1 BLAST OFF. It felt so quick; It was almost like a dream. I didn’t really feel anything, it was almost as if I was hallucinating. When we were getting ready for take off I think I blacked out. Then which felt like a minute later, I woke up and I was in space. It was beautiful. It was everything I saw in books, on television, and in my dreams but it also was sort of strange and peculiar at the same time. Everyone was fine and ready to explore. The crew was assigned to travel many places. First we visited planets like Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto. It was spectacular!
Chapter 3: Realization
Then stuff started getting weird. It was like I wasn’t even in space anymore, but yet I was. Was I dead? I didn’t even know how I died. You think I would have noticed right? I mean, there was a couple of hints like why I blacked out or why my reality felt like a dream. Everything just went right through me. All of my worries washed away but I was confused on what happened to me. Don’t I have to go through a trial so I could get into heaven? I think that’s going to be farther down the road but first I want to know how I died. Our spaceship was starting to shutdown and landed on a planet that I don’t think didn’t exist in our world. We could ask questions and a voice would answer.
I asked “if we were dead, how did we die?”
The voice asked if we were ready. I grabbed my crew because I think we should all hear this together. We all didn’t really know what we were expecting but we knew we wanted to know.
All of us answered “Yes!”
The voice explained how, and the memory was finally forming in our minds. We were all shocked. (Not literally shocked but you know what I mean). Taking off, seconds after leaving the ground, our spaceship exploded and killed all of us inside. I guess we were kind of famous for our deaths since everyone was watching. I can’t really describe what I felt at that moment. I was thinking about my parents, my family, and my friends. The voice also said we can only visit the living in their dreams. I didn’t want to make people upset but that could be one last goodbye to everyone. All of the dreams I traveled in, everyone cried when they saw me. I gave them a hug and disappeared in their arms. It’s hard letting go. All memories haunt us in their own way. It can bring us sadness to look back at the good times, but everything has to come to an end.
Chapter 4: Change
Our spaceship turned on again, so I guess that was a sign we had to leave. Our next stop was a small moon where we would decide what happens to our souls. A different voice asked each of us what we would pick: reincarnation or our very own heaven. I was the last to choose. Everyone in my crew picked heaven; I guess they were ready to leave the world. I was just a teenager, I wasn’t ready to leave so I picked reincarnation. I said more goodbyes and followed the voice away from where we were. I was in a room where I could pick what I wanted to be. So many choices but I had all time I wanted. There was a limit on how many human lives we could have, so I decided to be an animal. After my decision was made, I would fall asleep then wake up in my new life.
Chapter 5: Finally Flying
In my new life I was born in Pet Co. 1985. Humans took care of me and I had my little space on the side of the store when you first walked in. I didn’t really get to fly as much as I wanted to but I got what I asked for. Yes I am a bird. Funny how that works out because as you know when I was human I always wanted to fly like a bird; now I am one. I am a parakeet, mostly old people like these types of birds but I see kids come in and have an eye on me. One day I saw my little sister came in. At first I didn’t think it was her but then I also saw my mom come in. My sister Chloe came straight towards me. She told my mom she wanted a bird because they reminded her of me. My mom couldn’t say no to her after what had happened to me. I guess they moved away to Maine after the incident, maybe they had to start fresh with new people in their lives that didn’t know them. I could understand.
They took me home and they also got me a mini house. Pet Co. said I was a really smart bird and could be trained to go to the bathroom in a certain place. They also let them know that I won’t fly away from the house if I know I’m safe. They knew I was “trained” well enough not to be cooped up in a cage so they would leave the bathroom door open so I could do my business in there, when they would leave the house. This was the perfect life, I got to comfort my family in their time of need and fly around the house. I only live 13 years as a parakeet and that was just right.
Chapter 6: Heaven Living
Once I died from that life I was ready for heaven. I started to hear voices, and the most beautiful singing. I opened my eyes and saw a place everyone dreams of going; it was a place of peace. I was ready to be set free and rest my soul. I could do whatever I desired because it was my heaven. I could travel realm to realm. I could visit any time period and explore places I have never imagined before. I could live the life in heaven I didn’t get to live as a human. I was anything I wanted to be and I soon saw everyone I knew and wanted to meet. Everything was perfect and nothing was boring. You are only really living when you are dead. Life was just a line to get into a party.
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